Poetry : Still feels that pain sometimes 💘

Still feels pain sometimes, That he gave her in past times, 

He was like a nightmare, She uttered a wordless cry of despair, 

Her silence, 

His harshness, 

She begged,

He stabbed, 

She can’t forgive herself, Why did she try ?!! why did she lose herself ?!!

He was nothing in front of her, But why she made him everything for her,

Giving him that much importance was a felony, Because he didn’t deserve any, 

She is still thinking why did she leave him Without harm !!!! It’s all about her feelings, her emotions, her pain,

He put her wrong for all his mistakes, He already decided his take,

For him, that was just amusement,

But for her, it was indictment,

She was drowning, 

He was rambling, 

Don’t he think if he didn’t want her, he should have told her before about his reluctance, She shattered because of his sudden ignorance, 

He started saying that he never loved her, When she visualised him forever with her,

Why is there no punishment for the crime of lying ?? of manipulating ?? of breaking someone’s heart !!!! of breaking someone’s trust ??

She is still asking God sometimes, Why did this happen with her in past times ? How can you give any favors to him ???!!!! Are you not going to punish him ???!!! Prove her KARMA’s existence, Prove her your presence …. 

~Astha Srivastava ♥️

Let the past pass by writing your heart out 💘🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼

Poetry : Money is not the priority 🌻🌻

Money is not the priority, Money is necessary only for living with integrity, It’s ok to want prosperity, But escape yourself from severity,

Money cannot buy anyone’s feelings, It can buy only temporary jolyness,

You can’t coerce someone to love you for the sake of money power, Even because of this compulsion, you lost that person in an hour,

Not only physically but also mentally, You can’t get person’s attention forcefully,

You can’t cajole someone to be with you emotionally, You can’t contain happiness solely,

Don’t fool yourself that you can buy everything, Feelings are above than all wanderings,

Money can buy land but not home, If you think with money you will buy everything than you are in false hope,

I have seen people who have money, But no one to share any,

They don’t have peace for which they are craving for, They want someone for a heart pour,

How could you survive without any to call you ‘mine’, Without ‘yours’ you can’t shine,

I hurt when I see money is the colossal things for everyones, Seriously !! You don’t need in your life…a true gem,

I am not saying that money is avoidable, But we want to earn everything for our people whom we love unforgettable …..

~Astha Srivastava ♥️

💛 Peace is everything 💛

Sunshine Blogger Award✨✨✨✨

Hey thankyou so much all of you for giving me this much blessings and love . This is my fifth award because of you guys. I’m honoured . Recieved ideal inspiration blogger award , Liebster award , Vincent Ehindero blogger award, GREAT ACHIEVER “महासिद्धि” BLOGGER AWARD, now this . Thankyou soo much for all of you who think I deserve this. Thankyou for showering this much love ✨✨

I am extremely happy to thank wardah for giving me this award.Dear all, please check blog which is so amazing – Silent Silvery tears . Lovely poetries to heal the heart ♥️ Thankyou soo much for nominating me 🌻🌻

RULES :

  • Thank the blogger who nominated you
  • Remember to list the rules and indicate your award nomination by including the logo.
  • Answer the questions that has been given to you
  • Nominate 11 bloggers who inspire you (or as many as you can)
  • Make a new list of 11 questions for your nominees (please keep them interesting and as interactive as you can think of, so everyone involved can enjoy this process).

MY ANSWERS :

1) What do you do before you go to bed?

-Self analysis 🌻 rewind each and every action what I did . Is it productive or not . If not, than make a time table for next day . I want to be busy in my life. 🙃🧡

2) What is the best part of the WordPress community?

-Very supportive and loving . I’m Feeling so grateful that you all are connected with me and giving me this much love thankyou so much for reading, liking, understanding feelings , lots of love ❣️

3) Do you prefer the morning, afternoon, or night?

-I prefer morning 🌞 morning is like start a new day with new hope . “Ray of shine ” I do not prefer night it is like miserable I want to sleep early because if not, I can’t stop crying and remember everything which I should not. I should forget everything. I want to look forward into future, A void glares back, And fade away, Long lost ; irrevocable, Then gushes, A pain, of treachery,Web of lies and contrivance

4) What’s your favorite dessert?

-Toughest question I ever had 😂 I love all of them, all the types, I am sweet toothed 🙂

5) What is the best gift you’ve ever received?

-My first watch was gifted by my brother from his savings 🌻 bestest 🙃

6) What is the best way to cheer you up when you’re down?

-My Writings . Whatever I want to share, And need some care, I write, When i feel uptight ,  Whenever I stuck in a cage, Want to get out of a maze, I write, And feel alright, I write, When anxiety hits, Unable to find any route,Talking with myself gives me a hint…. 🌻🌻🙂

7) Have you ever almost died?

-Yess … Not physically but mentally I almost died … May be this is one of the disadvantages of being emotional. “Oh dear me, which face of the world is this ??”She asked as she bathed in the Stardust, balance shook and brain fused…. 🌻🌻🙂

8) Fruits or vegetables?

-Vegetables in pizza (cheese burst) 😂

9) What is the best place in the world?

-Mom’s lap .. wherever you find peace ✨✨

10) Do you like surprises?

– I love surprises 😍 and I love to give surprises, that moment when somebody feels special and delighted because of me, bestest moments of my life ♥️

NOMINATIONS :

This is so hard … comment me and be a part for this beautiful award . Because you all deserve this ❤️ lots of love . Keep going . Take care of yourself ❣️ 🌻🌻🙂

MY QUESTIONS :

1) Do you have siblings ? What are you like about them ?

2) who is your favourite actor and why ?

3) what type of music you like ?

4) Have you ever feel demotivated ? When ? How you handle yourself in that situation ?

5) your favourite Inspirational character? Describe ?

Thank you again wardah for nominating me! Be sure to check out her blog and the nominees’ blogs as well! They’re all fantastic! That’s all I got. Thanks for reading this long post. Stay safe and awesome!

~Astha Srivastava ✨✨

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Poetry : What if I fail ✨✨

What if I fail, Will I ever get back on the trail, 

Would I stand up if I fall, Or would I create a wall, 

What happens if people laugh at me, Will I face them or will I flee, 

This fear of failure takes me down, It tears my heart and shatters the crown, 

Am I good enough for this world, Will they give me what I deserve, 

Each day passes running through these thoughts, Such are my fears and my flaws, 

But one day I decided not to live a sucking life, Into breath of the sea, I will also dive, 

I picked up a pen and noted my anxiety, I tried to get rid of these to face society, 

I had to walk step by step, With each passing day, let go of the dread, 

I started thinking positive, Because I don’t want to divert from my motive, 

I stopped worrying about falling, Instead boosting my confidence by scaling, 

Look where I have reached today, Fighting with my inner self to bring something new everyday, 

The best way to beat the fear, Is to frighten it with your conviction and spear, 

Keep your head always high, And aim to touch the sky, 

Each day brings new learnings, The tiny items or tasks are life earnings, 

Stay calm and don’t feel alone, Keep in touch with someone known, 

Such is how we beat the odds, Remember at least you have someone with your forever, It’s the one and only God and yourself ….. 

~Astha Srivastava ♥️

✨✨What if I fail✨✨ believe in yourself and start ✨✨

GREAT ACHIEVER “महासिद्धि” BLOGGER AWARD💜💜

✨✨✨✨✨🏆✨✨✨✨✨

Hey thankyou so much all of you for giving me this much blessings and love . This is my fourth award because of you guys. I’m honoured . Recieved ideal inspiration blogger award , Liebster award , Vincent Ehindero blogger award now this . Thankyou soo much for all of you who think I deserve this 💛💛

I am extremely happy to thank Mr. Kamal shreshta for giving me this award.Dear all, please check out his blog which is so amazing……https://wp.me/pc8u0U-lN

This award is given to a real achiever and successor who has been giving their creative feelings and thoughts exquisitely presenting a good perfection of work of art in wordpress writings.

THE MAIN AIM OF THE AWARD IS TO SPREAD PEACE AND TO PROTECT AND SAVE OURENVIRONMENT.. Its my pleasure to have this achievement through which I can be a part of this great thought..

Concept of PEACE

Its not just a momentary aspect to spread peace but it is something divine and can only be done by a person who is having a deep inner enlightened soul..

All of us are seeking for a peaceful environment.But its true that it can only be created from a peaceful human mind.Only a peaceful mind can provide happiness, delight and cheerfulness to life. We all are having the ability to radiate peace deep within ourselves.. so let us together make this world a heaven of peace……

Concept of SAVING ENVIRONMENT

As we all know the only place we can rely is our environment. Its our mother ;who give us this graceful life that we are enjoying each moment. Bt our use and utilisation of her has crossed the limits. She is at the brim of death and crying so hard for help. Only we humans have the responsibility to help her since only we are the reasons for all her pain.. let us join together and do simple things that we can, so that it will become a great step for saving the environment… Remember: saving her life is nothing but saving ourselves and our future generations….

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My answers :

1.How can you be a good blogger as a member of wordpress global village?

*Write everything from the heart 💓 and inspire others, motivate others people who need peace of mind . After reading my article people need to feel special . I only want this ♥️ just take care of yourself , be selfish for your mental peace … 🌻🌻

2.How can we save a tree?

*Saving a tree is loving a tree.. first love the world around you. Initiative to save every creature including tree will become the part of your character.

3.Do you think human trafficking is still a crosscutting issue?

yes

4.what thing do you sacrifice to make a happy family environment?

*For a happy family more than sacrifice understanding and love beyond limits is needed. It doesn’t mean that I’m not going to interfere anybody . They are my people I should correct them , it’s my responsibility to direct them a right path , we want happiness internally not just superficially . The main point to be noted for happy family is all about “understanding” . If they understand that whatever I’m doing all for them because of them . They love me anyway 🙂🌼

5.which animal do you like the most amd why?

*I think every animal have its own importance. Each of them have their own beauty and innocence that hold the world. If have to choose one than I go for sweet cute dog . Because dog love you from the very end and never leave you ♥️

6.what do you think about journalists and youtubers?

*journalists are people who spread the actual news about the world and youtubers are people who spread the news mixing their perspective and creation. They both have authentication to make or deteriote the image of people in front of society . They both should be careful 💜 don’t get too harsh to anybody 💜

7.Could you please define a word “PEACE” from your point of view?

* PEACE is Powerful Ejection of Affection and Care for Every being. Peace is everything 🌻I have seen people who have money , But no one to share any , They don’t have peace for which they are craving for, They want someone for a heart pour, How could you survive without any to call you ‘mine’, Without ‘yours’ you can’t shine, peace is important for every kind 🌻

8. Does a movie-star play a vital role to aware most of the people around the world or just they present their performance to earn money?
– Actually movie stars are Idol to many people. I even have two or three Idols from movie Industry. I just look up to them and dream about working for the society like them one day. And I believe that actors are not only for performing in the the movies and other places, they are equally responsible to make people aware about things happening around and to motivate people to do better.

My questions are:

1.what is the best but simple thing that you can do to protect environment?

2. Which is the most touched incident you had, that you find it happened because of our over utilisation of e

3.what is your message to future generation for spreading peace?

4. How can you express your love towards the world in three words?

5. Explain the environment in your dream briefly.

6.Do you believe in fate and why?

7.Do you like to be a part of environment protection activities?

I am nominating those bloggers who can answer the 4 th qn in a superb cute way….comment me and be a part for spreading peace and save our environment..

Once again thanking Mr. Kamal shreshta for nominating me and gave me a golden opportunity to be a part of this wonderful thought…….

Poetry: She wants Freedom Still ❣️❣️🌼🌼

// She wants freedom still //

A girl, daughter, sister, wife, mother, She renders every role without any bother, 

Being Stony is not in her nature, But being benevolent is surely one of her features, 

She is warm, Its her heart, She is not like this because of her dark, Dark ! Yes, she is still facing it, She truly can’t go out at night, 

Giving birth, then throwing the girl child in a waste, Such a disgrace, You people worshipping goddess together from the past times, Yet don’t understand the true value of your child, 

Women don’t get respect, She is the curator of your fate, Then why the gender based aborticide, Set your limits, please abide, 

Yet she is judged on the basis of complexion, Forced to learn cooking, to forget about her passion, Why both genders can’t do everything together, Why still dowry exists in our culture, 

See her like a human, Not a sex object, not a thing who defames,  She wants your love, respect, Just wants to stand,

Lady is not safe around this doomed world, Freedom is not just a word, It’s a feeling, emotion, care, Assurance, that she is not going to left bare, 

Triple talaq abolition is one step closer, But still she is fighting with every stricture, 

She wants her wings to fly, But got captured and pull by, Her lovables who cage her every time, 

Freedom for a girl is not about to compare between two genders, Don’t put your thoughts into her, She has right to choose what she wants, Let make her own wish, 

You Girl, Be the one who breaks the shackles, That tradition which continues from your antecedents, 

When she starts feeling free from your grip, And living without any risk, That day she can see freedom’s existence, Until then she keeps longing for liberation….  

~Astha Srivastava ♥️

🌼She is like a flower🌼Don’t pluck it🌼🙏

Happy Independence Day.

Her baby kicked inside her belly, as the national anthem started on the independence day parade, the baby will be as patriotic as him, she thought wryly, as a tear escaped the corner of her eyes, he would arrive anytime soon, his casket draped in the tricolour …. 

~Astha Srivastava

🇮🇳 August 15 🇮🇳

Poetry: Be strong ❣️Take care ❣️

Life does not get any easier, But we do get stronger, 

We should hope for the best but be prepared for the worst, When storms hit our door we can escape from the burst, 

Being Mentally strong is the most powerful weapon we should care of, when mind is in control We are not going to fail hereof, 

Those hard days, those impossible moments, That terrifying night, Everytime we overcome one plight we become upright, 

Struggle has purpose, that pain has a reason, May be that thunderstorm came into our life to make our voice stentorian, formed blossom,  

Yes there are memories that we would rather forget, and move on from, We should not think about past blunder, and keep ourselves away from, 

Put some thoughts to rest and leave some faults behind, We Must not let ourselves undermined, Allow mind slowly does Unwind, 

Every difficult moment is setting up for us to prove ourselves, Remind us that we can cut the mustard by ourselves, 

Astha Srivastava ♥️

❣️ Take care of yourself ❣️

Poetry : Walking on thin ice 🌊🌊

Walking on thin ice …. 

He told her,
Falling in love was easy, 
He forgot to mention,
Coming out of it wasn’t, 

He proposed her, 
But She was not sure that he was the one,
But gradually he made her believe, 
That he was not going to waive,

She said yes without any conjecture, 
At that time she didn’t know,
“Coming out of it is not as easy as it seems , 
Love is like streams” ,

Love, feelings are not in control,
It just happens directly from soul, 
I wish there is a button, 
We can turn it off and on sudden, 
She doesn’t have to hold him in fond remembrance,
And she won’t be affected by his ignorance, 

Now when he almost chokes her to death, 
She succumbs to breath, 
She has no one over whom she has faith, 
Because she thinks everyone is like him, 
Going to Leave her in grim,  

Tears trickle down in pain, 
Imprinting blue blush stains,
I realise, love is a journey of feeling deserted,
Don’t get mad for anyone until you feel assured, 

Far off it seems like a cold spring of water,
The temperature rises as you draw nearer, 
With high risk of walking on thin ice, 
Unveiling the truth in the mirror !!! 


~Astha Srivastava ♥️

Take care while walking on thin ice 🌊❣️

Vincent Ehindero Blogger Award! ❣️❣️🌼🌼🙌

Few days ago I received my first ideal inspiration blogger award than my first Liebster award and now this ❣️ Thankyou soo much all of you for giving me this much love ❣️❣️ It is an absolute honour to be nominated by such talented, established bloggers.🙏🙏🌼🌼❣️❣️❣️💛💛💛💛🌼🌼🌼

Thank you so much for nominating me for Vincent Ehindero Blogger Award. This is my third WordPress writing award nomination. Thankyou so much for nominating me Anjali Khanal . I’m glad that you think I deserve this …

Please check out blog, . https://anjaliutters.wordpress.com/ amazing content and it’s a pleasure to go through her works! This is just one of my favourite posts ❣️❣️❣️check here .. ❣️❣️The way she described about society daughters are precious it’s incredible love this and all the best for your future progressive journey 🤗🤗❣️❣️ 💛💛💛💛

The Rules for this award are:

  1. Thank the person who nominated you with a link to their blog.
  2. Make a post of the award (with a Photo of the Logo).
  3. Post the Rules.
  4. Ask 5 – 10 questions of your choice.
  5. Nominate 10 – 30 other bloggers (or more) and notify them.
  6. Thank the originator of the award who has given us a platform whereby bloggers can be discovered and recognized for the work that they do. Please follow Vincent’s blog here.

My Answers:

1-Is blogging a profession or a hobby for you?

I can say hobby .. I did not think for this but because of this quarantine there is so many thoughts in my mind and sometimes can’t resist with it or can’t share this than I was listening news that so many people committed suicide because of this extremely mental pressure during this pandemic .. than I thought to share and help others … writing feels good it’s like writing is my best friend ❣️

2-How many friends have you made from blogging?

– Many friends tbh, I have so many wonderful seniors who really appreciate my works and I’m honoured for this beautiful gesture by everyone .. thankyou so much ❣️ love you all ❣️🙏

3-What activities inspire you to feel like you’re living your life to the fullest?

– Writing down things that I actually feel and can’t usually speak out makes me feel so. Yeah !! Introvert nature can’t say everything so I write , when I feel uptight , to make me feel right 💛🙃

4-Where do you see yourself in the next five years? 

– I see myself live happily with the love of my life .. love that brings peace not apocalypse … And I want my progressive career want to uplift day by day 🙃💛🙏

5-Do you ever regret any of your posts?

– None till the date. I just usually write down what I have in my head and what I want to speak out about so there is no post I regret about.


I would like to Nominate the following Bloggers further for this award and the questions are the same ones I answered, for you guys as well.

❣️ Thankyou ❣️

I hope you all pass on the positivity around and help other bloggers like us who are in need of that limelight.